The end of another year: Time to remember The children and spouses who suffer daily The farmed animals, and those in pens The poor, caught in a web of helplessness And the creatures of all species On this day, one day closer to its demise Like the agony And we are not yet ready Their New Year will not be Happy. Artwork: Overgrown by Cheri Ives, 2002 |
December 31, 2005
The Victims of Civilization
December 30, 2005
Figments of Reality and the Theatre of the Mind: Part Two of Three
![]() (this is a continuation of yesterday’s review of Ian Stewart and Jack Cohen’s 1997 book Figments of Reality — Part One can be found here) I concluded the first part of this essay by saying that:
I know many people find Gould’s arguments for the improbability and non-repeatability of the evolution of intelligence and consciousness too brutal and cold; I find Stewart and Cohen’s arguments for their inevitability too romantic. I see nothing inherently ‘incredible’ about a world of mind-boggling, heart-pounding beauty that has no minds or hearts present to appreciate it. In the latter part of Figments, the authors move on from their arguments about complicitous [i.e. involving interaction among complex systems] evolution to arguments about the nature and ‘reason’ for intelligence (capacity for induction and deduction), awareness (of external phenomena), consciousness (self-awareness), and free will (capacity for making choices). They say that our senses, our motility, and our brains (intelligence, awareness and consciousness) co-evolved because each serves the other to the organism’s evolutionary advantage. (Though their insistence on the correlation between these attributes raises and does not answer the question of why animals with the most acute senses are not necessarily the most intelligent or ‘most conscious’). They also explain how the non-algorithmic brain, with its co-evolving neurons and sensors, differs utterly from the most sophisticated, and even conceivable, man-made machines. It’s nice to hear scientists refuting the ignorant nonsense of the post-humanists. The evolution of the womb, and then the nest, and then the society protecting its young in community, all examples of ‘privilege’ of the young, can all be explained by the evolutionary advantage of trial-and-error protected ‘on-the-job’ learning (’software’) over genetically encoded knowledge (’hardware’), whenever environmental contexts are in rapid flux. Learning (a social adaptation) required co-evolution of a brain that could aggregate patterns to recognize features (qualities of objects and actions that pose risk, or offer reward), and, say the authors, recognizing features is the brain’s main function, which is why languages are so rich in feature descriptors and so poor at everything else. They even speculate that our concept of beauty, of attractiveness (a face and body with the least irregular features) stems from this feature recognition imperative of the brain. These features perceived/conceived by the limited-capacity brain are, of necessity, simplified representations (figments) of reality. Our brains “project the inner world of figments back onto our conception of the outer world of reality so our inner, virtual world appears to be out there“. So the real ‘version’ of the world (e.g. the light-waves of frequencies we perceive as ‘red’), and the virtual figment of it (e.g. our perception of ‘red’) are superimposed on each other, a little, perhaps, like Google Maps’ combined aerial photos and maps. Now the authors, after a much-deserved refutation of several popular psychological and physical theories of consciousness and awareness, come to the most critical part of their theory: Cells, they assert, are complex, more like cities than “lumps of jelly”, and it is foolish to believe that the elements of even more complex organisms, right down to molecules, are single-function creatures in the service of consciousness, the ‘humulculus’ that is the ‘conscious’ person. Rather, they argue, living species, including humans, are emergent properties of (what Daniel Dennett has labeled) the ‘pandemonium’ of the body’s semi-autonomous processes — We are a complicity of the separately-evolved creatures in our bodies organized for their mutual benefit i.e. we are an organism. And our brains, our intelligence, awareness, consciousness and free-will, are nothing more than an evolved, shared, feature-detection system jointly developed to advise these creatures’ actions for their mutual benefit. Our brains, and our minds (the processes that our neurons, senses and motility organs carry out collectively) are their information-processing system, not ‘ours’. If that’s humbling, or outrageous, it is also illuminating, their argument is persuasive. And, although the authors do not mention and do not appear to support Gaia theory (in fact, they rarely use the term ‘organism’), the analogy of this argument to Gaia theory is striking: Just as the creatures in our bodies have formed themselves into an organism for mutual protection and benefit, and evolved a collective central processing unit to help them coordinate their actions, so have all those organisms formed themselves into a super-organism, Gaia, ‘all-life-on-Earth’, for mutual protection and benefit, with a collective regulatory system (the thin membranes that are our atmosphere, our soil and our ocean) that also gives them (including us) feedback and instruction on the delicate balancing act needed to sustain all of Gaia’s elements on our often-hostile naked Earth. This feedback is what we feel when we see a clear-cut forest or read about millions of oil-soaked birds or see pictures of a tsunami’s death-toll. The meta-organism Gaia is telling us, its members, that our fellow creatures are suffering, and urging us to action to compensate for the damage, to heal the wound. This is, perhaps, too, what we feel when we see the devastation wrought by 9/11, or what bees feel when a bear tears apart their hive, or what the body’s organs feel when the HIV virus invades the blood-stream. ‘Grief’ propels the ‘observers’ of the injury to action — attack the cause and heal the damage. So now you see yourself as a collective of creatures, all banded together, complicit for mutual benefit, with ‘your’ brain their humble servant. Only 18 bits of the 16 million bits of information your body processes every second are conscious, processed by those parts of your brain that constitute what we call conscious perception and thought. John Gray says: The belief that we as individuals and as a species have control of ourselves and our world is a deception… We labour under an error. We act in the belief that we are all of one piece, but we are able to cope with things only because we are a succession of fragments. We cannot shake off the sense that we are enduring selves, and yet we know we are not… We are ruled not by our own intermittent moral sensations, still less by self-interest, but by the needs of the moment.
So what are ‘you’ supposed to do about global warming, about world poverty, about your neighbour who abuses his family? Most of what is ‘you’ couldn’t care less about any of these things — these problems have no immediate impact on the creatures who are ‘you’. At what point will the damage to the air, soil and water be sufficient that the creatures who are ‘you’ get the message from Gaia that the ‘all-life-on-Earth’ organism is imperiled? Probably when it meets their ‘needs of the moment’ to do so. Why, just because ‘you’ have a big brain, should ‘you’ expect to get the message any sooner than any of the other creatures on the planet, especially those that are living in the immediate proximity of the consequences of this destruction — poisoned, desertified, polluted, razed, imprisoned, tortured? And even if we do get this message, do we have the will to do anything about it? John Gray again: For much of their history and all of prehistory, humans did not see themselves as being any different from the other animals among which they lived. Hunter-gatherers saw their prey as equals, if not superiors, and animals were worshiped as divinities in many traditional cultures. The humanist sense of a gulf between ourselves and other animals is an aberration. Feeble as it is today, the feeling of sharing a common destiny with other living things is embedded in the human psyche. Those who struggle to conserve what is left of the natural environment are moved by the love of living things, biophilia, the frail bond of feeling that ties humankind to the Earth.
Stewart and Cohen turn their attention next to precisely this issue — free will, which might offer an answer to the question whether we, the only species which can stop the global extinction event we are now precipitating, have the biophilia necessary to want to save the world, and if so if we actually have the will to do so. In a nutshell, their answer is that free will is largely an illusion — there is substantial evidence that we are what we are and we will do what we will do, and ‘we’ have no say in it, but (big but) we are also conditioned (’educated’) by our culture and that culture can have an effect on what we do, and don’t do. Culture is substantially local — the pressure to conform, to do what we would otherwise not do, decreases substantially with distance, as we move from family, peers and community to nation and world. Western culture is also highly ‘individualistic’ — with some notable exceptions, Western culture attempts to interfere minimally in the actions of the ‘individual’ organism; other modern human civilization cultures exert much more social pressure to conform to behavioural and belief norms. But these individual freedoms are substantially impotent: Our culture offers us little opportunity to exercise ‘individual freedom’ — the knowledge, wealth and power to actually exercise significant personal choice, to a degree that would dramatically affect other people or the world, has been restricted to an elite few since the dawn of civilization culture. The purpose of culture, after all, is to make ‘you’ just like everyone else — your parents, your teachers. your employers, your preachers, your political representatives — because they have succeeded in the gene pool, and therefore must be a model worth emulating and continuing. So your free will is an illusion thrice-over: The creatures who are ‘you’ have already made up ‘your’ mind what ‘you’ are going to do, though they might sometimes grit their teeth (if they had teeth) and constrain what they do by what ‘your’ culture considers tolerable behaviour. And even if you did have the free will to overcome what the creatures who are ‘you’ had already decided to do (or not do), and even if ‘your’ individuality hadn’t already been culturally crushed by the suffocating pressure to conform, it is doubtful you would have the resources and opportunity to do what ‘you’ really wanted to do anyway — your culture has already removed that temptation, that possibility. The authors wryly refer to the acculturation process, including language, education, myth and ritual, as the Make-a-Human Kit, and the fictitious alien teacher in the book’s sci-fi excerpts is named Liar-to-Children. The Kit, and the system that employs it, has enormous inertia — it is ‘recursive’ and inherently change-resistant just as it is evolutionary, probably because we realize that a society based on software (culture) is much more fragile and prone to crash if the software ‘fails’ than one based on hardware, where the program is, at least in the short run, tamper-proof. The Hitlers and Stalins and Maos of the last century alone show the consequences of such software failures. In the final chapter of Figments, before the whimsical and imaginative alien prologue, the authors wander into the domain of anthropology in an attempt to predict our future, and unfortunately do so badly. By a kind of gene/meme analogy, they attempt to argue for the inevitability of a global ‘multiculture’ and the need for that culture to embrace complexity and appreciate the potential of its extelligence (collective intelligence) to resolve the conflicts and problems that have accompanied this evolution. The argument appears to be based on the myth of selfish competition among species and the denial of Gaia theory and biophilia. Since the authors don’t deal with these topics it is impossible to understand why they are making this argument, but it detracts from a book that would have been fine without it. This chapter is full of ‘ifs’ and ‘hopes’, long on ideology and almost a desperate need for optimism, and short on science and credibility. Like some otherwise great movies, this book runs a few minutes too long and loses its way. I would instead have ended it on a promising note that the authors sound in the penultimate chapter — that human society, being built on a foundation of culture (software) rather than just genetics (hardware), has evolved at an accelerating rate as a result: Grandchildren acclimatize easily to a culture that would be utterly foreign and unacceptable to their grandparents. No other species on Earth, to our knowledge, can change its behaviour that quickly. We therefore have the capacity to change our culture from one that is inexorably destroying all life on Earth — and even the ability to support life — to one that could revere and protect the diversity of life on our planet and the environment of which we are all a part — a Meta-Culture that is inclusive — in just two generations. Indeed, at the current rate of human population growth, resource consumption and environmental destruction, that is just about all the time we have. Our grandchildren are the light, not yet visible but fraught with promise, at the end of civilization’s dark tunnel. (Part Three of this essay, coming soon, will discuss Theatre of the Mind, a new book on consciousness, and integrate its theories with those in Figments) Painting above by painter and environmentalist Sophie Sheppard, auctioned in 1999 at the Authors Unite in Defense of Mother Earth festival. |
December 29, 2005
Figments of Reality and the Theatre of the Mind: Part One of Three
![]() Most books on consciousness, existentialism and epistemology drive me to distraction. Ruminations that all of existence may be just an invention of our minds, or of someone else’s mind, and why nothing is knowable, are enough to cause me to bash my head against the wall. I’m all for philosophy and learning, but there comes a point at which ideas need to be more than merely interesting, the subject of whimsical debate, and need to become useful. Consciousness is, above all, a capacity for self-initiated action, for doing something. The time for pondering is past — we need to know in order to act. When we are all aware (or at least scientists, artists and philosophers are aware) that civilization is on a collision course with sustainability and the inexorable limits to growth, what can account for the fact that we continue to behave as if we weren’t aware of the horrific consequences of our current course? What madness has so gripped the collective psyche of the human species that we continue to charge headlong to our own demise and that of all (but the hardiest, which we are not) life on Earth? This is what I want to learn when I read about human consciousness: How could we have got this way and still be this way? Two books, Ian Stewart and Jack Cohen’s 1997 Figments of Reality and Jay Ingram’s Theatre of the Mind, at least provide some insight into these questions, and hence are useful reads. In this, the first of a three part essay, I summarize the first half of Figments of Reality. The thesis of Figments is laid out in its preface [definitions in square brackets are mine]: Our minds co-evolve with everything that influences them. Minds are figments [fabrications, representations] of reality, processes going on inside structures made from ordinary matter whose behaviour evolved in order to mimic, model and manipulate natural processes. This explains why they are ‘unreasonably effective’ at perceiving and reorganizing the environment. The human condition is a complicit interaction between culture and individual minds, each shaping the other.
Culture depends upon communication, which we achieve with language. Language, the first step towards extelligence [collective intelligence] co-evolved with brains and made minds, complicit with hands and technology, and the discovery of patterns and laws. Mind can only think about mind once language equips it with a recursive, self-referential, feature-detection system. Once it has this, self-awareness ['consciousness'] is an immediate, essentially trivial property, because ’self’ is a feature too. The existence of features [properties, attributes and characteristics] makes it possible to employ a mental map instead of the real territory. Such original, lucid writing makes Figments a startling, challenging, and exhilarating read. The book begins with a history of the universe, and how it gave rise to consciousness and concludes with a delightful and imaginative re-telling of this history ‘translated’ to the lyrical, cognitive language of an intelligent alien species studying Earth — history as the inevitable, intentional realization of matter’s potential, as “the unreal ocean of possibilities collapsing into tiny puddles of actuality”. The authors are scientists and also sci-fi writers, and this unearthly epilogue is an entirely credible alternative theory of creation from the perspective of creatures who simply perceive very differently from the way we do, using a different ‘language’, and its plausibility is both entertaining and illuminating. The authors start at the beginning, exploring various theories of random walk and emergence to explain the appearance of living organisms on Earth, and self-organization to explain evolution and symbiosis. The evolutionary adaptation of protecting a small number of ‘privileged’ young from predators instead of just producing a large number to sustain both their numbers and their predators’, could be, they argue, the justification for the emergence of mind, self-awareness, consciousness. The authors chastise science for its passion for reductionist models and ’theories of everything’ and proffer instead contextual models, which do not produce the ‘reductionist nightmare’ of infinite complexity — so many variables that cannot be reduced by rules or formulae that descriptions become impossible and answers unknowable. They then introduce the ‘contextual’ concepts of ’simplexity’ (perhaps what Dave Snowden refers to as ‘the simplicity on the far side of complexity’) — simple rule sets, like those of flying flocks of birds, that can explain but not predict infinitely complex outcomes; and ‘complicity’, the integral consequences of mutual interaction among two or more complex systems, consequences different from those that would come out of any of the complex systems alone. They argue that complicity is the driving force of evolution and that most natural systems are complicit — beyond complex. The consequence of complicity is emergence, not susceptible to reductionism. Simplicity and complexity are, of course, context-dependent concepts: Obeying the law of gravity is a simple concept between two bodies, but a complex one among two billion. Imagine a game of billiards, the authors suggest, in which pockets appear and disappear, change size, move depending on which ball is potted in them, and spit balls out, and in which balls change colour, size and shape under different circumstances. This, they say, is how simplicity and complexity succeed each other, how simplexity has led to complicity, and how evolution has played out on Earth. The emergence of the protection of ‘privileged’ young was just one ‘move’ tried out in this complicit ‘game’, one that worked so well that it co-evolved consciousness to try out other ‘thoughtful’ moves. Evolution is thus a “self-modifying game in which the rules depend upon the state of play” — perhaps, too (though the authors don’t say this) a self-perpetuating, self-regulating game that ejects unruly players. Its objective is to stay in the game — and perhaps (though the authors don’t say this either) to prolong the game by keeping as many players with different strategies in it as possible, as long as possible. The context of evolution is ecosystems (and in a broader sense, Gaia), and in different contexts the play of the game has evolved differently. But the constant adaptation to ever-changing rules by successful creatures leads to a propensity for ever-increasing, astonishing complexity (so much so that doctors trying to understand our bodies will be forever playing catch-up) except in rare cases where a simple adaptation obviates the need for previous excessive complexity. Or as the authors put it humourously: “if it ain’t baroque, don’t fix it”. They then introduce this general evolutionary principle, a Murphy’s Law variant: If the potential is sufficiently accessible and the advantages that will accrue from realizing it are strong enough, then evolution will eventually come up with some form of the necessary trick.
Some ‘tricks’, like haemoglobin and flight, seem to have occurred often, in different circumstances and contexts; the authors call them universal evolutionary innovations and believe they are inevitable developments in the evolutionary process of life. Other, parochial evolutionary innovations like backbones and chlorophyll, seem to have occurred once uniquely; if evolution were to start over in the next century after some catastrophe, the authors say, these would be unlikely to occur. This is the most contentious argument in the book, and it carries a huge burden: Stephen Jay Gould argued convincingly that all evolutionary adaptations were parochial, accidents of circumstance and trial and error, with next to zero probability of recurrence. The next evolution of life, here or elsewhere, would be so different from what we think of as life as to be probably unrecognizable. The authors not only disagree with this, but assert that intelligence and consciousness are universals, destined to recur in every evolutionary sequence sooner or later everywhere, every time around. Their support for this is that intelligence has evolved in different ways at different times in very different species at different times in Earth’s evolution. I’m still deciding what I think of this. It’s awfully convenient to argue on the one hand that intelligence is everywhere but on the other that human intelligence is somehow ‘different’, unique. I’ll have more to say on this in Part Two and Three, coming soon. (Part Two of this essay will conclude my overview of Figments with an explanation of how and why human intelligence evolved, and how it got us into the mess we’re in now; Part Three will discuss Theatre of the Mind, a new book on consciousness, and integrate its theories with those in Figments) Painting above by painter and environmentalist Sophie Sheppard, auctioned in 1999 at the Authors Unite in Defense of Mother Earth festival. |
December 28, 2005
We Don’t Want to Know: A Hurricane Wilma Story
![]() It was a year ago that the Asian tsunami hit. What have we learned? We haven’t learned to be prepared for natural or man-made disasters. We weren’t, and aren’t, prepared for hurricanes. We weren’t, and aren’t, prepared for terrorist attacks, despite the billions stolen from taxpayers and squandered by the Bush regime. We aren’t prepared for the horrrific depression that this looting and waste will soon produce. We aren’t prepared for the next flu epidemic, which is as inevitable, sometime in this century, as the dawn. We aren’t prepared for $8/gallon gasoline and the end of oil. We aren’t prepared for anything. Things are the way they are for a reason. We aren’t prepared because we don’t want to know what might happen, and because we aren’t prepared to bear the cost of being prepared. It is in our nature not to be prepared, to take things as they come, to live for the moment. And while the cost of not knowing is astronomical, as the tsunami and Katrina and all the other catastrophes that we deal with, badly, every day, shows us, the cost of knowing — what we are doing to this world, and the consequences of those actions, from the abuse that is happening behind every closed door on the planet to the great extinction that we are precipitating — is even higher. We don’t want to know. We don’t want to hear about it. That is knowledge we cannot handle. We want someone to tell us everything will be all right. Some politician, corporatist spin doctor, or priest, always will. As a remembrance of the tsunami, of the cost of not knowing, here is a first-person account by Brad Mills of his encounter with last October’s hurricane Wilma, that he’s given me permission to publish. South Dade had at least a week to prepare for this storm. The local media kept repeating that it would be a 4 going into Cancun, Mexico then move across the Gulf of Mexico, dropping to Cat 3, then 2 and about 1 when it made landfall. Unfortunately, most folks here bought that, and did little or nothing to prepare. Not that I’m such a great guy, but I do go with my gut feelings: get ready for a 3, likely a 4. Food, water, fuel stocked up, including little snack cakes and the like that we’d rarely buy (comfort foods are great later on!)
Prep: Fortunately, son Chance and myself had pruned our very large Black Olive trees out front a few weeks ago. These would have been goners. While they made it through last month’s Katrina (Cat 1 here) they would have been shredded in this storm, broken like so many others. We spent several hundreds on plywood for our pastor’s home, and the recent widow across the street from him. We hung the plywood, cut trees and hauled off many truckloads of branches. Notably, we purchased this plywood on Tuesday PM; there were no people looking for the stuff then. One man asked me if we were getting ready for the storm, and we affirmed. The look in his eyes was amazement, and it told me he thought we were fearful zealots. Wednesday my wife pulled several hundreds out of the bank; after the storm there is no power, no ATM’s, and no one will take your credit/debit cards. By Thursday we had all the vehicles filled, and twenty gallons awaiting deployment in the five-gallon containers. Generators were eyed over, oil checked, etc. It was notable no one was tanking up. Friday we’d finished cutting trees at one lady’s house. This one, and the one across the street could be finalized in about 20 minutes each, should the storm actually continue on its track. Overkill? Paranoid? I had these words directed at me a few times during all of this. I explained I was preparing for a 4 and hoping for a dry run. After all, good training is invaluable. This taught my entire family once again how to go about getting prepared quickly and efficiently. Our home is a cinch to secure for a storm; it takes longer to re-arrange the garage to accommodate a car than actually getting things closed up. We did use duct tape around the back door; this was a good thing. Just another fine tuning to the process. Saturday: We killed power to the outside AC unit, wrapping it with heavy plywood. If you know anything about AC, a single pinhole will cost you several thousands; for less than $100 and about ten minutes, it’s cheap insurance. Shutters drawn and ready, there was not much else to do. The Storm: It was a normal night’s work; my plan was to perform my due diligence and leave around three AM, which would be sane and reasonable. My supervisor stopped by to advise me that was not going to work; we were ‘Essential Employees’ and disciplinary action would be forthcoming should we depart early. Besides, we could sit around after the normal quitting time and make overtime. So we watched the lights go on and off all night — hardly ‘essential’ activity. (I’m an ex-USAF Security Policeman, trained for mass casualties, terrorist attacks, etc.) Angry, I decided if I left at three (write me up, who cares?) that it would endanger the half of the shift who’d follow (mutiny?) with me. I do not desire anyone’s blood on my hands. I smoldered about this, then decided to leave at around seven, the normal quitting time. Quietly I finished, told my boss I was leaving. “You’re nuts!” was his only comment. I checked the wind and so forth outside the shop, walking a full minute in it. There was enough morning light to see a few hundred yards. I knew that I could make the drive. Would the car hold up? Would there be things in the road? If trapped, wrecked or whatever, I would be totally on my own. Oh, it was blowing good, and all my co-workers said certain things to me (such as “I’ve got big balls, but not that big!”) but once in awhile, you need a good reality check. In Lance Armstrong’s book Every Second Counts he describes a place he has in Texas with a fifty-foot cliff. Every so often, he jumps off this into the water below — just enough to see if he’s really real. I decided on the reality check. I’d love to say I prayed every minute of the drive; I did not. The first two miles were not bad, then it became like a video game. Too bad I didn’t have a dashboard camera like the police shows do — it would be a keeper for sure! As I barreled 60+ MPH down 35 zones, flying through intersections, the debris began to grow heavier on the road. Every two or three blocks a transformer would explode in front of me, temporarily blinding me whilst slaloming around downed trees. After four or five of these, I was totally unnerved. “Stop it!”, I said as loudly as I could. What do you know, that was the last bright blue flash of the ride. I saw one single car on the road, at 88th. I owned the road. Strangely, this felt very close to driving through a bad ice storm, like going from Muskogee OK to Ft. Worth TX in December ‘83. Or perhaps that’s the extent of my white-knuckle every-tiny-turn-of-the-steering-wheel-counts experiences. It was familiar, and then again, new to me all at once. Heart beating as fast as it could, I turned onto 152nd Street. There’s a golf course there, and the netting from the driving range was flapping like giant flags across the sky. Then I saw more trees down, much too big to drive over, and no reasonable way over/around. OK, little car, sorry for the abuse, but we’re going home! Up over the curb, slinging mud and going through who knows what, I eventually gained 102nd Avenue. Almost home — I could walk from here in about fifteen minutes! Suddenly, it was white-out conditions. Huge sheets of rain kept me from seeing the end of the hood. As soon as there was a moment’s let-up, I nailed the gas, covering the hundred or so feet I could see. A few minutes of this, and the ride was about over. Finally near home, I cell phoned the wife to open up the door, and I was in the driveway. My 12.5 mile ordeal was done, and I’d made it alive! I saw my neighbors’ brand new gate getting beaten in the wind, so I woke up the son. We gave the little Toyota one last job, placing its bumper against the gate to hold it still. Inside, grabbing the camera and a cold beer, I called my boss. Not to be an “I told you I’d make it” smart aleck — I knew he would be concerned. We fired off a few photos — the video cam’s battery was dead (arrrrgh!) Once the winds ‘broke’ (I felt the eye had passed, well North of us) it was off to bed. My heart and adrenaline pump finally settled down. Afterwards: Wind still blowing pretty good about 3 PM. We opened up some shutters, and moved the car out of the garage. Generators were summoned; it was now time to go into Phase Two. So we went into that night knowing I’d be back at work. Flashlights were passed out, the kids getting push-to-light ones so the batteries would last. We hung a couple of these break ‘n shake light sticks, an eerie orange glow over the bathroom, and over the ‘bunker’, our downstairs room, surrounded on all sides by concrete. The next day it was good, we re-gained cell phone ability though the landlines were down. The battery operated TV yielded some information on the damage, but no apologies for the misleading ‘Cat 1′ info. Just where to get your ice and water, and wisecracks on FEMA/Bush. I still don’t get it — If you don’t consider you are on your own a minimum of three to five days after a major storm, something is wrong. We had gotten off easy with last month’s Rita, and Katrina. These were warnings, forebodings of times ahead. Yet affluent people in new SUVs lined up for the freebies – water, ice, and hot meals. No, I still don’t get it. I still have three of the original five gallons of ice in the deep freeze. Then there are minor stages you go through after assessing the immediate house damages, checking on friends and looking over the assets you have on hand (working generator, automobile, food stocks, flashlights, etc.) It quickly becomes obvious we Americans are power junkies. Example: A few days into this thing, one of our girls told me “There are some girls out front wanting to use the phone”. Sure, it’s a crisis, and I’m pretty liberal with help. Outside, a young lady with a baby in the stroller looked at me. “I hate you so bad right now!”. Hmmm, “OK, what did I do this time?” — wondering what this total stranger was upset about. “Well, you have electricity, a phone that works, and a cold beer!” “I made up my mind after Andrew I’d not be caught flat-footed by a hurricane again”. And then I looked at her, wondering where her generator was. We did not get the worst of this storm; Broward County (North of us) took the brunt of it all, windows blown out of high-rises, etc. So I felt very fortunate, having gone through Andrew some thirteen years ago. I don’t live for these storms, but they do happen, and it’s just better to be safe than sorry. Speaking of sorry, here’s another story: I awoke one afternoon soon after the storm and lumbered outside to give the generator and general landscape a once-over. I saw a long extension cord going across the street to that neighbors’ house, with cars running over it continually. Knowing that was not a good thing, we told the neighbors we’d bring them a spare generator instead. These folks speak only Spanish, so communication was simple and difficult at the same time. Once in place, I advised them they had about two hours of fuel, and would need more. Chance and I returned home, cutting branches and cleaning up the yard some more. Later, the neighbors came, saying the generator was not working. (Sigh) — across the street we go, and after much tugging and juicy swear words at the machine, I spied an old gas container sitting there. “So, where did you get the fuel?” “Oh, it came from the boat”. A glance at the boat’s motor told me the tale: A two-stroke outboard engine — meaning the fuel would be pre-mixed. Besides, these folks had lived across the street three or four years, and I’d never seen this boat out of the yard! So I figured the fuel had to be at least two years old, or more. We packed the generator back to our garage, drained the old fuel (now known as ‘weed killer’) and attempted starting. No dice, and after much tugging on the rope in the now-dark night, I gave up. Next afternoon after my ‘morning’ coffee, I took apart the carb and cleaned all the garbage out. One tug on the rope and she was running! Excited, I went across the street. “Oh, that’s OK, our brother brought us a brand new one!” Sure enough, pretty and yellow it sat there, ready to run. I’m not sure it ever ran, but who knows? It was one less thing to worry about, and one more generator available. So we took it down the street to folks whose generator had not been run since Andrew — thirteen years of old fuel clogging up every possible thing. But that’s another story. Yeah, sorry for folks who think up such things. Well, enough about the daily rituals of generator oil changes, deep-freezer temp checks and the like. It was a good run. We did not miss a beat; our total outlay was less than $500. One week later: Power On! Pretty much ’nuff said. That’s all we had to put up with — we cleaned up all the debris from the yard, got the grass mowed, etc. The kiddies went back to school two days later, and man, nothing like having the PC back and a hot shower any time I like! Brad understands the cost of not knowing, and of not being prepared. If only we were all so wise. Images: Hurricane Wilma photos, from Reuters. |
December 27, 2005
Wonderful Summer: A Reminiscence
![]() Each summer my parents would take my brother and me to ‘the lake’ for our two-week vacation. ‘The lake’ was different from year to year, one of many lakes in the Whiteshell region of Eastern Manitoba, a couple of hours from where we lived in Winnipeg, or a little further East on the Ontario border at Lake of the Woods. In 1965 I had just turned fourteen, and my parents’ choice that year was Green Bay Cabins on Caddy Lake. It had not been a good year for me, and like a lot of fourteen-year-olds I was pretty sullen. Two years earlier our cat Blackie had disappeared a few days before we left for ‘the lake’ and I had been distraught that my parents refused to cancel their vacation to look for him. Now going to ‘the lake’ had become an annual reminder of that trauma. That same year I had gotten my first glasses, and in the past year my acne had worsened (this was before retinoin and even tetracycline was prescribed for this condition). I hated myself, my genes, and my dependence on my parents and their stupid traditions. This year two couples, best friends of my parents, had agreed to rendezvous with us at Green Bay, and they had just arrived, their four children, all younger than me, in tow. The cabin was full and noisy and smoke-filled, and I took my transistor radio and fled, wandering down by the rocks and along the tiny beach of the resort. My interest in fishing with my father had disappeared, since I had concluded that the barbed lures hurt the fish, but I still collected the lures, dozens of them, displayed in my own tackle box. As long as I could remember I had collected things: Matchbox toys, bottle caps (if you timed it right the pop vendors would give you full bags of them when they emptied the machines), comic books (which I used to read and re-read, and then re-sort in the order I like them, writing down the lists with last week’s and this week’s ranking, just like the hit parade charts). And of course ‘45′ records, which we kept in specially-designed boxes with handles so we could lug them to friends’ parties. That year I’d bought Help Me Rhonda (Beach Boys, a disappointment), My Girl (The Temptations), Mrs. Brown You’ve Got a Lovely Daughter (Herman’s Hermits), and my current favourite Tell Her No (The Zombies). Because everyone else was buying Satisfaction and every other Rolling Stones song, I refused to, just to be different. I was still thinking about getting What the World Needs Now, which seemed kind of wimpy to me, but I liked the message. The newest hit, one that I couldn’t get out of my head and which got airplay everywhere, even in cottage country, was I Got You Babe, by Sonny & Cher. I was walking along the rocks singing along with it (another insult in my life was that my voice had changed the previous year, and my celebrated boy soprano voice had given way to a warble that was missing half an octave) and wishing it was dark so the more faraway radio stations would start coming in, like WLS Chicago with its R&B songs, that I listened to every night, the transistor playing through my pillow until I fell asleep. After I Got You Babe the cottage country radio station played the inevitable campfire song, Michael Row the Boat Ashore. I turned the radio around, trying to reduce the static, and sang: “Like a rose upon the shore, alleluia”. Suddenly a girl’s voice interrupted: “It’s not ‘Like a rose upon the shore’, silly, it’s ‘Michael row the boat ashore.’” I spun around. She was about my age, maybe a year older, wearing jeans and an off-white fisherman’s sweater. She was beautiful. She had breasts. And she was talking to me! I smiled, embarrassed, stunned. “No it isn’t.”, I replied. “That doesn’t make any sense. Who’s ‘Michael’ and why would he be rowing ashore?” She giggled, delightfully. My heart was racing and I was dizzy. She replied: “I don’t know, but at camp we had all the words, and that’s what they were. It’s religious or something.” Then, after a pause, “I liked you singing ‘I Got You Babe’ better.” I blushed. She’d been listening to me. “It’s a better song. But it’s kind of confusing because their voices are so similar it’s hard to tell them apart”. We introduced ourselves — her name was Barbara — and wandered across the large rocks along the lakeshore. I was nervous, not knowing what to talk about, so I went faster and faster, sometimes slipping in the pools of water that had collected in the ridges of the rocks. It was like a tacit dare to see if she would try to keep up with me, but she did. At one point, I climbed onto a rock that was a couple of feet higher than the one before it, and I offered my hand to help her up. She accepted without hesitation. We were both breathless, and we stopped and sat on this, the tallest rock. I stared at the lake, and Barbara started telling me about lichens and other stuff she’d learned from reading about biology. For half an hour we sat cross-legged facing each other and talking about different things, mostly subjects she introduced. I hated myself for not knowing about anything interesting, for not knowing how to tell jokes, for not putting my Phisohex and my Acne cover-up cream on that morning. I tried not to stare, but at the same time I tried to memorize everything about her, not ever wanting to forget this moment or a single detail of her features, especially her waist-length sun-bleached brown hair. I was shaking, and it was not from the cool breeze coming in from the lake. Then Barbara said she had to go. They were packing — this was the last day of their week here, and I cursed my luck and my parents for not coming a week earlier. But at the same time I was in a way relieved — what would I have found to talk to her about for a whole week? She would have become bored and then I’d be even more miserable. She touched my hand as she rose to go, and said: “Maybe I’ll see you here next year or something. Bye.” I rose and watched her go, taking in every nuance of the movement of her body, and smiled as she turned back and waved. I raced back to the cottage, elated, making a mental note of the date and to ensure we returned to Green Bay a week earlier next year. I stood looking out the window at the rock we’d been sitting on as my mother offered me a Coke and some cheese and crackers. “Who was your friend?”, she asked. “You two seemed to be getting along very well together.” I told my mother her name was Barbara and that she was just packing to leave, and I moved away from the window to get some more cheese from the tray, left over from the lunch that I’d missed. “I can’t remember seeing you sit still for that long at one time. Is she from Winnipeg, too?” my mother asked. “Did you get her address and telephone number?” “Mom, we just met“, I replied. I was spinning around, pacing, sitting on the table kicking up my legs, singing: Then put your little hand in mine
There ain’t no hill or mountain we can’t climb, Babe. I got you babe, I got you babe. I got you to hold my hand, I got you to understand. I got you to walk with me, I got you to talk with me. I got you to kiss goodnight… “Well it wouldn’t have done any harm to at least ask for her address. You don’t know if you’ll ever see her again.” She was right, of course, and this just made me feel worse. My mother was looking out the window. “There she goes, I think”, she said. “She’s carrying her suitcase to the parking lot. Last chance to ask her.” Of course I did not move. I stood there leaning against the table, staring at the cheese, and trying to figure out what I could do, what I could say, that would have any chance of ending up any better than our already memorable parting. I came up empty. I was paralyzed, already nostalgic. Pathetic. For the next year I imagined what could have been, what might be the next summer. I sang a hit from the previous year “Wonderful Summer” in my head, and bought the ‘45′ at a used record sale: I want to thank you for giving me
The most wonderful summer of my life It was so heavenly You meant the world to me And anyone could see that I was so in love I want to thank you for giving me We strolled along the sand I want to thank you for giving me At my insistence, we took holidays the next year a week earlier, and returned to Green Bay, but of course Barbara was not there. So I sang all the bitter, cynical songs instead: “It Ain’t Me Babe” by the Turtles and “Like a Rolling Stone” by Bob Dylan. Go lightly from the ledge, babe,
Go lightly on the ground. I’m not the one you want, babe, I will only let you down. You say you’re looking for someone Who will promise never to part, Someone to close his eyes for you, Someone to close his heart, Someone who will die for you and more, But it ain’t me, babe, It ain’t me you’re looking for, babe. (photo off the Internet by Chris Chin) |
December 26, 2005
Think More, Feel Less?
![]() We woke up this morning, Boxing Day, to the scene above, as far as the eye could see. As soon as I got up I had to get outside, get everyone else outside, take pictures. I just stood out there with my mouth open. As soon as I’d shoveled the walk (the kids & grandkids stayed overnight and had to leave at noon today) I went back inside, got the camera, and just wandered around, staring. I felt as if I was seeing the world as an artist. It was pure sensation. There was no intellectualization — “that’s a lamppost”, “that’s how I should frame this shot”. I was seeing only with the right side of my brain — seeing dark and light, spaces and shadows, not processing what I was seeing and iconizing it. I watched a downy woodpecker fly across the yard and land on the pole of our snow-covered bird feeder, and then do a double-take — “this is not a tree”. A pair of wild rabbits scrambled through the snow, running in circles around the trees. What pulled me outside was pure emotion, pure sensation, and it was that emotion, that feeling, not some ‘object’ I wanted to ‘capture’ with the camera. All my senses were alert, blurred into synaesthesia (in the scientific sense of integrated, rather than the psychological sense of jumbled). I was sensing profoundly, viscerally, like an animal. And it occurred to me that, just as our mental processing of objects begins to interfere with our artistic ability to represent them authentically, our mental processing abstracts our entire reality. Our ability to perceive authentically is diminished as our ability and inclination to conceive increases. The more we think, the less purely we sense, and the less we really feel. This is an arguable and completely unsupported hypothesis, of course, but it ‘makes sense’ to me. The correlation between intensity of sensation and intensity of emotion (we even use the ambiguous word ‘feeling’ to describe both) seems to me instinctively obvious. Animals with minimally-conceiving brains live their entire lives synaesthetically (perhaps with the exception of rare moments when they are ‘rationally’ fearful — when they ‘conceive’ that their, or their loved-ones’, lives are in danger). It must be a wonderful, constantly astonishing, richly emotional life. No wonder that, despite their ‘inability’ (or lack of need) to conceive of the idea of their own mortality or purpose in life, they seek so passionately to live! We humans were definitely short-changed when in comes to acuity of senses. We have only a few evident senses to begin with, and they’re pretty dim compared to those of other creatures — many birds and animals see better than us, and differently from us, and most hear and smell better than we do, and sometimes seem to have senses we lack entirely. If our lives are sensually poorer than other creatures’, it seems sensible to me that our lives are also emotionally emptier, shallower. We were endowed by nature instead with a bigger and more complex brain than most other creatures, a compensatory advantage. But I wonder if as our ability for abstraction increases it also further diminishes our ability to feel, distances us from our senses and emotions by putting a conceptual veil between the real world and the representational theatre of it that plays continually in our heads. The first one to follow me outside this morning was our grand-daughter Cassandra. She’s a natural athlete and I watched to see how much of her attention would be captured by the amazing panorama that greeted her eyes as she stepped outside. Although it’s unfair to judge, and I have no doubt that children are more synaesthetic than adults, it seemed to me that she was immediately taken by the athletic promise of the snow — she had the ‘flying saucer’ type toboggan in her hand as she came out. I watched her as she slid down the front hill of our lot, and she seemed much more excited by the speed than by the natural wonder all around her. She went to retrieve her dad when she became impatient with my shoveling. I sent them around to the more obstacle-free back hill with the faster aluminum toboggans, and followed soon after with the camera in hand. I took some photos that were memorable in a different sense:
A half hour later the tobogganing was followed by a snowball fight, and then I returned to my nature photography. I just missed the rabbits in this shot but I still like it:
I thought it was curious that this experience followed less than a week after my story about the skunk, and my article about closing your eyes and imagining. I sometimes think anything can happen, and will only happen, when you’re ready for it. (more pictures on my Flickr page) |
December 24, 2005
Saturday Links – Dec. 24/05
Unconferencing: A Recursive Conversation: My friends Rob Paterson and Chris Corrigan have a podcast conversation with the UK’s Johnny Moore about ‘unconferencing’ — running a conference without speakers, using conversation facilitators instead. It’s an enlightening conversation, involving three very intelligent people, and if you haven’t listened to podcasts this is a great first listening experience and model (and Johnny’s ’show notes’ of the highlights are excellent). But ironically, given the subject, I got frustrated just listening — I wanted to jump in and participate in the conversation, but because of the medium, I couldn’t. Ray Ozzie on the Inflexibility of Large Corporations: Ray Ozzie, now bogged down in the bureaucracy of Microsoft, talks with Wendy Kellogg on a variety of subjects. Thanks to Innovation Weekly for the link. A teaser: Sadly, I think [large corporations] have a lot of issues going on inside them that make it very difficult to embrace some of these innovations. Frankly, the path that weíre on leads one to believe that a lot of the benefits of these innovations are accruing to small businesses and individuals much more readily than [large corporations]. The reason: [large corporations] are really different from the public Internet in that they have fairly substantial compliance issues. They have control hierarchies related to technology acquisition and enablement of end users. They mandate the use of certain technologies and mandate that others not be used. They control the upgrade tempo. Iíve never seen the technology environment as divergent as it is right now between whatís going on outside and whatís going on inside [large corporations].
There are other issues as well. For example, the search technologies that work on the outside of [large corporations] are completely different from the ones that work on the inside because, at least in todayís Internet, people like to make things public. They tag things, they write things on blogs, and post pictures to Flickr, whereas within [large corporations], there are many well-entrenched things related to hoarding, hiding, and securing information that results in information being siloed. So some of the core ways that relevance is determined on the open Internet, such as references, donít work on the insideóyou donít have people writing in a public forum within a corporate network talking about and pointing at other things, because everything is in these little compartments. Socially & Environmentally Responsible Housing in Three Days: Necessity Housing is creating inexpensive, well-made housing using local materials in a responsible manner, where it is most desperately needed, and putting them up in three days. Watch the time exposure video. Bush Impeachment Timeline Still Tracking Nixon’s: Even conservative pundits now admit that Bush’s secret law permitting spying on Americans without warrants is against the law, and grounds for impeachment. Guide to Phishing: As a follow-up to my earlier article on phishing, here’s a complete paper on the subject, with examples of all the tricks. Thanks to Rudy Breda for the link. GTD Procrastination Process: 43Folders has another way of Getting Things Done for procrastinators. Try it, and tell me if it works for you. Great African Music Video: Malian musician Salif Keita’s wonderful song Yamore is now available online as a video. Watch it here. Instead of a quote this week, here are the Hanover Principles, written by Bill McDonough and adopted for the 2000 World’s Fair, as a framework for a sustainable world (thanks to Kenny Ausubel for pointing these out):
Merry Christmas, everyone. No post tomorrow. Talk with you again on Boxing Day. Image: The astonishing cover from last week’s New Yorker by Anita Kunz. The right-wing bloggers are up in arms about this cover. |
December 23, 2005
A Christmas Story
![]() It was Spencer’s first Christmas alone since his wife had left him. Like his retirement a year earlier, he seemed to be taking it in stride, coping a lot better than the other people he knew who’d been through more than one ‘high-stress life event’ in a short period. in fact, his friends and neighbours were quite worried about how well he was handling it, torn between believing he was in denial (and the shock would soon kick in and overwhelm him), and believing he was an insensitive bastard who was too emotionally shallow to feel grief. When people pressed him about this, he just shrugged and gave them a copy of a Malcolm Gladwell article, Getting Over It, that argued that people were better able to handle trauma than most psychologists would like to admit. He insisted he had made peace with both events and had transitioned rather effortlessly to life without a job or a spouse. No, he said, he wasn’t interested in dating, or joining social organizations, or doing some consulting work to keep busy, or getting a pet to keep him company. He was happy. He wasn’t sure whether the frowns his assertions of contentment generally elicited from others were frowns of doubt, or of puzzlement, or of envy. Mostly he liked to go for long walks, often in the woods near his home, something he’d never done while he was working or married. Sometimes, if the weather was bad, he’d stick to walking in the nearby town or just around the neighbourhood, and sometimes, if the weather was ideal, he would get in his car and drive up north and then, with his new GPS toy to find his way back, just wander into the wilderness. Although he’d never had anything published, Spencer wrote short stories, and found inspiration for them in nature. Today, comfortably bundled up in his snowsuit, he was sitting, somewhat awkwardly because of his lack of flexibility, cross-legged with his back against the trunk of a White Pine, observing and taking pictures of Cardinals. He’d brought some sunflower seeds that he’d tossed out in the snow, and the Cardinals were the first to discover them. He tried, clumsily, to imitate their chip nattering sound and their wheit cheer cheer cheer call, but they just looked at him as if he were crazy. One of them fluttered in the branches around his head, seemingly intrigued by the aroma of the hot chocolate he was drinking out of a thermos. They were suddenly joined by a new visitor: A skunk waddled quickly across the snow to check out the pile of sunflower seeds, left them untouched, and walked over to the centre of the clearing and began digging furiously in the snow. Spencer had heard that skunks won’t spray you if you don’t startle them, and knew that, with the camera and other stuff scattered around where he was sitting he wouldn’t be able to move quickly enough to get out of the way if she stamped her feet and charged (a pre-spray warning), so he sat still and watched her. What concerned him was knowing that skunks are short-sighted, and thinking perhaps this skunk might not even be aware he was there until he did decide to move. The skunk dug a pathway down to the grass and moss, sending snow flying in every direction, and then began to dig and sniff more carefully, stopping occasionally to ingest what Spencer assumed were grubs. Within a few minutes the area looked like it had been excavated with a rototiller, and the birds had fled. At this point the skunk sniffed the air and turned her head towards where Spencer was sitting motionless. She waddled closer, head cocked, and then closer still. Spencer had a gloved hand lying on the ground beside him, grasping the cup of hot chocolate, and the skunk sauntered over to the cup, put her sharp front claws on its rim, and stuck her snout into the hot chocolate. She jumped back suddenly, perhaps burned by the strange still-hot liquid, and Spencer closed his eyes, fearing the worst. But a moment later the skunk returned, sniffed the liquid, and walked away. Had the skunk not recognized Spencer as a human, or was she simply unafraid of the slow-moving human beast? Did the skunk even know what a human was, what it smelled like? Did the skunk realize that chocolate is toxic to her, or was she just put off by the liquid’s hot temperature? Slowly Spencer stretched his legs, allowing himself to breathe again. The skunk resumed digging and feeding for another fifteen minutes and then starting waddling back toward Spencer. This time she climbed up onto Spencer’s snowsuit-covered legs and began scratching lightly, turning around and finally settling down in the comfort of Spencer’s lap. Spencer was dumbfounded. Was this creature just naive about humans, or just fearless, having seen wild animals that would prey on her larger but less protected cousins fleeing in her wake? Spencer had no idea what to do, or how to extract himself without alarming the six-pound bomb in his lap. When his legs began to go numb and he had exhausted all other possibilities, he decided to slowly and gently touch her with his still-gloved hand. Gradually, the touch lengthened into a caress, and soon Spencer was stroking the skunk’s fur just as he would that of a small cat. Spencer could not believe what he was seeing, or doing, at the connection he had made with this strange little ball of fur. The Cardinals were back, overhead in the branches and eating the sunflower seeds, chattering away as if neither the skunk nor the human were there. It was as if the rest of the world had fallen away, and there was only this forest, this astonishing connection, the unfathomable wonder of being part of this place, and through it, in a way he had never felt before, never even imagined possible, being a part of all life on Earth. The future and past blurred and there was only now. Spencer could feel the skunk relax, her body almost melting into his hand and his thighs. He sensed she was falling asleep, so comforted by his touch… But it was he who was lulled to sleep. When he awoke, cold and stiff, it was dusk, and the skunk and the birds were gone. He rose, collected his notepad and his thermos and his binoculars and his GPS, and made his way swiftly back to his car. He was still wondering if the remarkable scene he last remembered had really happened at all, but two things convinced him that it had: He was able to navigate the forest with an extraordinary skill he did not think he possessed, not looking once at his GPS as he made his way confidently back through the thick woodlands in the semi-dark to the road, remembering with total clarity all the trees and signposts he did not recall noticing on his way in. And as he did so, he was accompanied by a small, swift flock of crows, cawing at him, flying ahead and around him, almost as if they were showing him the way home. |
December 22, 2005
Close Your Eyes and Imagine
![]() Back in the mid-1990s, Scott Adams of Dilbert fame was bitterly funny. Then for some reason he became mostly just bitter. In 1997 he wrote a book called The Dilbert Future which made some tongue-in-cheek predictions, some of which were silly and some of which were wrong, but some were remarkably prescient:
Pretty perceptive guy. He concludes The Dilbert Future with a serious chapter on affirmations and the power of positive thinking. I’ve written once before on this subject. Adams believes that believing can actually alter reality, change the course of history. I’m not sure that I would go that far. I’ve also written about David Cooperrider’s practice of Appreciative Inquiry, the re-framing of negative ‘problems’ in terms of the realization of some positive goal through discovery, vision and design. What got me thinking about this today was a scene between a father and son in a TV program called Everwood that my wife likes to watch. Some viewer has actually transcribed the entire script (it’s a rerun from last year), and though the transcript has disappeared from the website, an archive is still available on Google. So here’s the passage: EPHRAM: I appreciate the crazy Dad cheering section. Itís just I get so stressed out sometimes, I forget why Iím even doing this. The truth is on my end, I donít know where I see myself in four years.
DR. BROWN: Well, then try it. EPHRAM: What? DR. BROWN: Close your eyes. Try to visualize it. EPHRAM: (sarcastically) Yeah. DR. BROWN: Whatís the matter, too cool to visualize with your father? Come on, picture it. Close your eyes. [Ephram takes a deep breath and leans back in his desk chair and closes his eyes.] DR. BROWN: You graduate. You move ahead. Youíre happy. What are you doing? Where are you? EPHRAM: Iím playing in Juilliard. DR. BROWN: Then thatís what weíll go for. Thatís where weíll get you. It was actually a pretty moving scene for a silly teen soap opera. It was written by Michael Green, who also had a hand in writing the wonderful but short-lived series Cupid. I think Adams and Cooperrider have it wrong in stressing affirmation and appreciation. The magic of this process is imagination. As I’ve said before, it is only imaginative poverty that prevents us from seeing what we need to do to make the world a better place. If we can imagine, we can’t not do anything — we have to act. The same applies, I would argue, in making our own lives more complete, happier, more fulfilling and more meaningful. We need to be less analytical in deciding what our purpose is, and more imaginative. Close your eyes for a moment and think of yourself five years or ten years from now, under the best possible imaginable circumstances. You move ahead. You’re happy. What are you doing? Where are you? When I do this, I suddenly start to see possibilities that I could never see from the vantage point of where I am now, what my current skills and passions are and how they dovetail with what the world needs today. Today, this ‘present’, is like a terrible anchor rooting me to continue doing tomorrow what I did yesterday. When I close my eyes and imagine myself in the future, I am freed from the constraints and shackles of today, freed from the sense of immediate responsibility for the deep and urgent needs of our society right now, freed from the limitations of what I think I can do and should do this moment, this hour, this day, this year. What I imagine is myself in action — showing people, teaching people (outdoors, not in classrooms), coaching people in essential life skills that most of us today lack, so that they are self-sufficient and not dependent on employers and governments for their livelihood and welfare. I imagine that my novel about a future world living in balance with nature, built around intentional communities and natural enterprise, is not a novel at all, but a screenplay for a movie that has transformed the thinking and sparked the imagination and courage of millions about what could be, and which has become a catalyst for a movement that is taking flight, and now carries me along with it, as a simple advisor. I imagine that the framework for learning and discovery I have been developing in AHA! has turned out to be a new and astonishingly different way by which almost all people in this imagined future learn and make decisions — and that my contribution to it is unrecognizable but that does not matter, because in this imagined future learning takes place outside, through observation and practice, not inside through reading and abstract thought, and because in this imagined future decisions on what to do emerge from collective wisdom rather than being made ignorantly by those with the wealth and power to purchase the right to make those decisions for everyone else. I imagine that this learning and awareness have brought about the end of factory farming, military adventures, pollution, waste, and the political and economic oppression that preys on ignorance and fear. I imagine that the Internet has forced the news media to focus on what’s important and what’s actionable, and that people now go online or engage the media not for distraction or useless ‘news’ but to inform them with the capability to know what to do next, and how to do it. I imagine the great challenge for each person in this future is striking a balance between doing a million things generously and reciprocally for others, out there in the real world, versus learning how to increase one’s capabilities so that one can do even more. I imagine a world in which I am, and everyone else is, never passive, never merely consuming, never just putting in time, but instead always out there doing meaningful stuff, always moving, making the world a better place in remarkable and tangible ways, connected and networked with everyone else in common cause. This imagining, unlike most ’self-help’ methodologies, does not start from introspection, a mulling over of one’s purpose and meaning and value and capabilities, here and now, but starts instead with what’s outside, in the frame of the whole universe, in which one suddenly imagines oneself dropped, naive, ten years in the future, and landing doing what one imagines, without constraints, one should be doing, must be doing, then. Gary Paul Nabhan in Cultures of Habitat writes: Walking along, my restlessness increased as I considered the premise put forth in the meeting room: that the shortest road to wisdom and peace with the world is the one that turns inward, away from direct sensory contact with other creatures. I will not assert that meditation, psychotherapy, and philosophical introspection are unproductive, but I simply can’t accept that inward is the only or best way for everyone to turn. The more disciplined practitioners of contemplative traditions can turn inward and still get beyond the self, but many others simply become swamped by self-indulgence. There are far too many people living in our society who forget daily that other creatures–five kingdoms’ worth of them–are cohabiting the planet with us.
Over half a century ago, Robinson Jeffers suggested that it may be just as valid to turn outward: “The whole human race spends too much emotion on itself. The happiest and freest man is the scientist investigating nature or the artist admiring it, the person who is interested in things that are not human. Or if he is interested in human beings, let him regard them objectively as a small part of the great music.” I finished my walk on the forest’s edge, where the great music of crashing waves flooded into the tide pools, where wind ruffled devil’s club leaves, and hermit thrushes sang. I reminded myself that the wisest, most inspired people I knew had all taken this second path, heading for what I call the Far Outside. It is the path found when one falls into “the naturalist’s trance,” the hunter’s pursuit of wild game, the curandera’s search for hidden roots, the fisherman’s casting of the net into the current, the water witcher’s trust of the forked willow branch, the rock climber’s fixation on the slightest details of a cliff face. Why is it that when we are hanging from the cliff–beyond the reach of civilization’s safety net, rather than in it–we are most likely to gain the deepest sense of what it is to be alive? Arctic writer-ethnographer Hugh Brody has brooded over this question while working in the most remote human communities and wildest places he can find. There, he admits, “at the periphery is where I can come to understand the central issues of living.” I think that, like walking in wilderness, imagining is a way to jump out of civilization’s horrifying limits, to this Far Outside. In imagining we are not constrained by today’s laws and today’s suffocating realities and today’s learned helplessness and all the things we’re told, every day, in a million different ways, we cannot do, that are impossible. It is only then that one is brought back to Earth with the terrible question that always puts us back in our place: What is the point in such imagining if there is no conceivable way to get there? But this question is a trick, a trap: If you can imagine yourself in such a future you have already conceived of its possibility. You have already started the process in motion. Rather than falling back you must continue to imagine, continue the process. You don’t need a plan. If what you have imagined is your true purpose, your destination, you will find your way there — everything you do will start being informed by this new objective, this new intention. The key is to let it drive you, to haunt you, and not sedate yourself with the lie of its impossibility. It is what Feith Stuart calls ‘Acting in Accordance’: This is the most difficult step. Youíre going to find yourself arguing with yourself like a loony. Fake it until you make it in this case. Whenever you start doubting yourself, shift your focus. Start thinking about something else entirely. Focus on the fact that the process is already underway. And then do something, one thing, that will lead to your intention.
You think perhaps you don’t have the courage to do this, to keep it up until you’re suddenly there, having realized your intention? Read this remarkable woman’s story and be inspired by her courage. Courage is realizing you don’t have any other choice but to be brave, and then doing it. You don’t have any other choice. This is your intention. This is why you’re here. Close your eyes, and imagine. Five years, ten years from now. What are you doing? Who are you? |
December 21, 2005
The Phishing Menace
| Like everyone else, I find spam annoying, but I also acknowledge that unwanted sales pitches of one kind or another are ubiquitous: I also find billboards, and commercials, and telephone solicitors, and every other kind of time-wasting unsought sales promotion annoying. This is primarily an education problem: Once customers all realize that it makes more sense for them to initiate commercial transactions, starting with research, and realize that they have the power and knowledge to do so to their own advantage, unsolicited sellers of all kinds will have to give up.
Phishing, by contrast, is not annoying, it’s dangerous. It’s not overzealous promotion, it’s crime: fraud and theft. It is also, currently, harder to filter, and becoming more sophisticated. The consequences of allowing your credit information to be stolen by a phisher can be catastrophic — huge financial losses, loss of credit, legal expenses, harassment by collection agencies for the phisher’s debts, the major time commitment required to cancel and re-establish stolen credit lines, wholesale changeover of e-mail addresses and telephone numbers etc. Victims not infrequently end up being charged with criminal acts and even declaring bankruptcy. Just in case there’s anyone who doesn’t know what phishing is, in its simplest form it is impersonating (called ’spoofing’) — usually via e-mail — a company you deal with commercially (banks, credit card companies, Amazon, eBay, PayPal, VeriSign and Symantec are favourite targets), and fraudulently enticing you to go to the phisher’s site and enter personal financial information which the phisher then uses to enter into financial transactions for his own benefit, charged to your account. There are several more sophisticated varieties of phishing as well. Sixty percent of phishing is attributed to criminal organizations in the US and China. With enough familiarity, e-mail users learn that reputable financial and business organizations never solicit such information via e-mail, and delete or even report phishing messages to criminal authorities. But it’s harder and takes longer than deleting spam, for which filters at least can be set up. And for occasional or new users of e-mail these messages, which often threaten cancellation of credit or other penalties if you do not volunteer this personal financial information, can be frightening and intimidating. On the one hand they’re told that supplying your credit card information online to known vendors is common, safe and secure, and on the other they’re told not to divulge any information requested by e-mail even if it appears to come from these same known vendors. If the digital divide weren’t wide enough already, an experience with phishers is enough to make timid newbies throw in the towel entirely on e-mail and e-commerce. The Anti-Phishing Working Group, which is supported by the most popular impersonation targets, is using 14 different methods to combat the crime. The one that seems to offer the most promise is called e-mail authentication, and involves using methods to verify that the organization sending you an e-mail is indeed who they say they are. These are still in the early stages of development, and not yet ready to deploy to the public. You should of course never click on the links of phishing sites, even out of curiosity — sometimes just visiting these sites can infect your machine with spyware and other malware. Traditional wisdom when dealing with phishers is to report them by forwarding (as an attachment) the phishing e-mail to anti-phishing authorities, though I confess I get so many phishing messages now this would take up most of my day. If you inadvertently provided credit card, debit card or bank account data to a phisher, you should immediately cancel the credit card or notify your bank about the compromised debit card or account. Microsoft offers some additional steps you can take to reduce the risk and consequences of phishing. There are some anti-phishing tools out there: Netcraft (be sure to read the tutorial on how to recognize a phishing site using this tool), EarthLink and SpoofStick. If anyone has used any of these (or other) anti-phishing tools and has comments on their value, I’d like to hear from you. |











