Friday Flashback: Living Outside Ourselves

In February 2004, it began to dawn on me why I was so unhappy, why I felt trapped and disengaged inside what I was coming to perceive as civilization’s prison walls. I was well along in absorbing the lessons I’ve since compiled in my Save the World Reading List, and was going through a period of profound self-change. This is what I wrote:
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Ducklings — photo by my friend & colleague Karen’s sister
I am beginning to believe that civilization has so warped us that, to a greater or lesser degree, we have all forgotten who we really are. Perhaps some of us never knew. Who are we? We are each our own story, a culture of one. Our story begins at birth with a discovery, an exploration, a connection with the world around us. Whether we are human or animal, we are at first profoundly connected to the rest of the world through our senses. We are filled with wonder. We are incredibly vulnerable, but we are not helpless. It will take several years before the brainwashing of those who have forgotten who they really are convince us that without them, we are helpless. The real truth is that we are brilliantly equipped for survival. Evolution has seen to that.

If we were living outside of our terrible civilization, the first things we would learn would all be through our senses. Our senses are there to give us joy, to make us want to live, and to help us survive and thrive in communion with the rest of life on Earth of which we are a part. As animal babies we immediately start to move around and see, hear, feel, smell, and taste. We do the things that give us sensory pleasure. Our instincts guide us — they tell us to smell our Mother’s breath to learn what is good to eat, and find those things to eat, and, for reasons we don’t really understand, or need to, not to eat other things. And our instincts also tell us when to flee and what to flee from, when to migrate, and when to stay and, if need be, to fight. We learn enough language, depending on our species, to communicate the location of food, our presence, and the presence of danger, and to express ourselves. But most of our time for our wholelives is spent just experiencing sensations and enjoying life.

But then…

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1 Response to Friday Flashback: Living Outside Ourselves

  1. Chaitanya says:

    Hi Dave, good article. > How can we reconnect with the true self that we leave behind when we take that strange abstract journey into otherhood?If iam right, you imply here that our ‘true self’ is the instinctive / sensual self. Whereas our ‘abstract thinking’ is ‘untrue self’. Iam not sure how we can arrive at which one is true and which one is not.To me, these are simply different ways of life to interact with the world. One instinctive. One intellectual. Both are evolutions of nature. Iam not sure why one has to be more truer than the other.The question you ask in this post is exactly what is dealt with in eastern philosophic thought. But, whereas you seem to suggest a return to “instinctive / sensual” way of perceiving the world, the eastern philosophies have a different approach. I think last week you had a link to mindful meditation. Mindfulness exactly deals with this question. It asks us to be first Aware of the chatter thats going on in the brain (the chatter of language, ideas, beliefs, thoughts .. all abstract stuff). From that awareness, it says, one begins to interact with the world in a different way. What that new awareness means, one can only find out by practicing. It seems to me, these approaching are worth pursuing as they seem to be hinting at future evolution of humans beyond abstract thought level which, as you pointed out, has so many limitations.

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